few more hours i'll be performing on stage... i'm very very stressed over it... i juz had my rehearsal... i made so much mistakes that are unforgivable... WAT HAPPENED? i actually forgot my dance steps during the full-dressed rehearsal!!! HOW CAN?
ARRGGGHHHH!
i'm so angry with myself... if later this is going to happen again... i think i muz go dig a hole for myself...