us: argh! arent you supposed to join us yanling? wahaha. so funny!
whee... tata. off!
9:27 PM
Monday, April 28, 2008
hes a mortal.andim an angel.ok.what shit.history la.that stupid game,angel and mortal la.haha.anyway,was with this little brother earlier on.went to marina square to sing k.it has been so long since i last saw him la.didnt go to his birthday party cus we dont have any common friend.so i gave it a miss.and this boy right,hes super busy lo.meet him dont know how difficult la.became worse when i started working.cant really find a common time.so glad that i managed to meet him earlier on.i guess we had a good catching up session! (:
my cam-whore partner-in-crime.
*to ryan,how? these photos do you any justice nots?haha. take care boy!tata.11:42 PM
yeah!we got naraya bags!me and my sis were happily carrying them out on sunday.haha.anyway, this isnt the focus. went to my cousins place on sunday.it was her 21st birthday party.small and cosy gathering with her family and friends. by the way,i love her birthday cake.it tasted like ferrero rocher chocolate.minus the cream. (damn fattening!)alright! i guess my family had fun that day. hee. thanks for the invite, girl! (:
happy me with my pink naraya bag!
my family and the birthday girl!
happy birthday!11:27 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
i must clarify we are not spendthrift!out of so many bags,only 2 miserable bags belong to ours.haha.went shopping for my cousins birthday present yesterday.we went bugis then to raffles city, suntec and lastly vivocity lo.faint!in the end, we got her something from guess and mango.so difficult to buy la.hiyo!hope that she will love her presents.
12:55 PM
it was botak jones day with yee jia on fri. met up with her in the evening for dinner.she wanted to try botak jones,so we embarked on a journey to bedok to search for botak jones.wahahaha.we took 225 white from bedok interchange,and guess what!botak jones was actually super near to the interchange.just that we didnt know how to walk there.haha. anyway,the serving size if the food is total madness.we had fish and chips and cheese fries.the cheese fries was huge!we didnt manage to finish lo.left with a lot. but no choice la.after our meal,liana and jayne joined us.and we headed down to downtown east.the girls wanted to go to the arcade,but they were closed!argh!so we ended up in some cafe outside their cineplex.as usual,when girls are seated down together, we will start gossiping.wahahaha. good bitching session man!it has been so long since the girls go out together.when i was doing my contract teaching,we would go out at least once a week lo.i had fun!
jia with her fish and chips.
jayne, jia and me at downtown east carpark.
*i was too tired to even put on makeup so... haha.
looking cui.
whos in the cubicle?
oops!
jia, liana and jayne staring hard at the brownie.
our turn to stare at the brownie. haha.ultra lame.
happy us! tata!12:30 PM
Thursday, April 24, 2008
the famous M.joke of the month. my sis da bao-ed a fillet o fish burger meal,came home and realised the burger got no fillet inside.and the best part is she didnt even ask for special order.haha.so as a nice sister,i called to complain.and they delivered my sis another burger.greatly appreciated.but just wondering what were the people in the kitchen doing.tsk tsk.i guess they are probably rushing to go home. what happen to our ever trust-worthy fastfood restaurant?next time we not only must check our order,we also need to check the content of our order lo.10:50 PM
i am so tempted to switch job.haha. just a random thought.i got 3-yr bond to serve.faint!i want to be a stewardess!7:35 PM
im eyeing on a cool-stupid-looking phone.haha.i fell in love with samsung i780.check out!i couldnt get the picture because its bloody small. 7:14 PM
my JC CT just got married. and i felt that they are super romantic can!*envy*check this out.7:11 PM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY TO ANQI!whee whee... time flies! hope you have fun on your big day!9:06 PM
i got my health checkup report!im quite healthy. so i dont think i will die any sooner la. haha. 3:16 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
it was a boring sunday afternoon. was lazing at home and as usual preparing my damn lesson. im always not motivated on sunday. yucks!
lunching at home. my mum was so sweet! she bought me my favourite dessert from the hawker centre. i got no appetite! total sian-ness.
dinner with chris. my mums friends son. ate at east coast waraku. ordered too much. feeling super full now. hope that dinner doesnt cost a bomb la. thanks man!
mmm... mixed feeling. got on his car and i hear yang zhong weis songs. he was playing yang zhong weis album. almost teared.
... ...
Saturday
went to poly garage sale with yee jia and yanling. it was totally disppointing. nothing much la. hiyo! the way they displayed their stuff was not appealing at all. so we didnt get anything in the end.
after the dispppointing garage sale, we went to bugis TCC to slack. dearest yee jia wanted to mark her compos, so she made me and yanling roll our eyes at her. haha.
anyway, TCC made our day! they got nice staff! very friendly. impressive! seldom get nice staff nowadays.
after my date with yee jia and yanling. headed down to geylang to meet the men and grace. ate at G7 froggie porriage. sorry! sounded gross i know. it wasnt a fantastic meal. mixed feelings. i knew they meant well. but i just cldnt take it yet, seriously.
went over to dempsey, we were at harrys drinking. the drinking session was even worse! dont really want to talk about it.
the night ended adruptly cus i really got the urge to go home. sorry people!
Friday
school had combined sports day at bishan stadium. it was tiring! i was made to take care of the cheerleaders. i had fun coaching the cheers! the kids were so funny! and i felt like a tour guide on the bus, kind of last minute coaching la. that was why i go to use the mic on the bus. haha.
apart from the cheers, i was rather disappointed about a lot of things. tsk! 12:06 AM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
i yearn for this little happiness. 5:24 PM
totally vexed about life. i wish i could leave the country right away. i want to go somewhere far, far from worries.at this present state, it has been the worst time so far in all my 22 years of life.my smiles are totally fake, starting a conversation with people is so difficult suddenly. i am not myself, i know. i am still waiting for that key to open up my heart. 4:13 PM
congrats to jong yann jie.another new chapter in her life has just started.would like to wish you all the bestand enjoy your new life togther with your beloved hubby.hehe. 4:11 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
i thought maybe its really time for me to go. probably going off now might do us good. its really a struggle for me. i dont know whats good for you now. so i thought maybe i shall stop bothering you already. and let you go ahead with your plan. this might be tough for me, but i guess sooner or later i must learn how to take this, right?
i will still be here if you need a shoulder. yups.
let me cry for this one last time and i think i would be fine.
love,
stella 6:33 PM
张韶涵-失忆下雨后还给蓝天了晴朗在分手后不算亏欠跌跌撞撞的缠绵认认真真的实现这样谁不流泪就当作最后亲吻吧释放在这事件中不算惩罚热烈热烈的沉沦冷冷淡淡的抽身我算是残忍的吗我如何假装我心里不再有你沉溺后清醒你却是异常的平静习惯慢慢失忆这样就能转移自己我发现我爱你就在这一瞬间倾盆而下的却是你不安的阴天毕竟我不慷慨我并不想害自己fell in love with this song. like most people, tears will start rolling down when i hear this song on my mp3.part of the lyrics is really the reflection of me now.i thought the person is so brave. she chose to let go.this is something i am trying very hard to do now.and its real tough. 6:14 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008
yee jia asked me to post the unglam pictures of me.haha.she is happy to see me be rosemary (sorry, maria is too common!) of the day lo.tsk tsk!
i swear i didnt swallow down the ice-cream ok!haha.11:04 PM
im really afraid to move on seriously.im feeling quite lost. probably i dont know whens the right time to.what if one day, i were to move on with someone else,and i feel that its just not right,then i will have to settle another problem. but i just know that my days are getting meaningless. my days just got by lo. 6:43 PM
continued.jia: wheres yanling? 
me: i dont know! haha.
6:30 PM
its always this smile on my face when you call. 6:25 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
oh man!im so not motivated to do my lesson plan now.the best part is my supervisior is coming to observe my class tml.ROAR!2:41 PM
hang out with yee jia babe today.we went a lot of places la.haha.our plan was to sing k at top one,but in the end we thought it was kind of late.jia suggested catching a movie, but the 2 indecisive us couldnt decide what to watch.so we went to charles and keith warehouse sale instead.anyway,going to charles and keith warehouse sale was our initial initial plan la.the sale was such disappointment leh.we couldnt get anything la. omg!and others were like carrying bags and bags of stuff.why?haha. we came up with a conclusion,we are simply atas.oops!mmm...after charles and keith,we decided to go somewhere to chill.so we went over to dempsey place to have...BEN and JERRY!dempsey is quite a nice and serene place. but it depends on what time la.we walked out at dinner time,and the crowd was really horrible.people just drive like nobodys business. tsk tsk!spoiled the place la!so we learned,must choose the right time to go dempsey man.if not, it would be a turn off.
chilling at ben and jerry.and cam-whoring session!wheee...
our yummy ice cream. below is some picture story.the title: where is yanling?haha.
jia: where is yanling?
me: eh, i dont know.
haha.
*theres still another part of the story.
the picture is with yee jia.
haha.
with jia!
ive been dating her a lot recently.
i got her to act emo.haha.
12:01 AM
Friday, April 11, 2008
oh freak! now i dont exactly look forward to graduation.i just got a letter from NIE,telling me my schedule after practicum.the schedule is totally shitty!12 may (0830 to 1730)Programme feedbackSpeak good english forumGraduation mattersPersonal effectiveness *i thought i am effective enough!13 may (1330 to 1730)SAF camp visit*what!!!14 may (0900 to 1800)ITE visitPre-service briefing*only for chinese teachers!freak la!15, 16 may (0830 to 1730)Induction programme20 may (0900 to 1730)Practicum reviewWorkshop on new Pri sch Chi teachingPracticum feedback21 may (0900 to 1730)NE seminarIntegrating ICT into curriculumEngaging teachers in HE and health promotion*i dont teach health ed la!why should i go? 22 may (0900 to 1700)Personal effectiveness*again? i thought i saw it somewhere in the schedule?Talk on copyrights*enough emphasis of this made!Talk on seizures: how to identify, what to do?Briefing on Unisim BA (CL)*most likely im going to quit and fly.useful meh?23 may (0900 to 1700)Workshop on new Pri sch Chi Teaching material*what the!shitty enough?they just dont want to pay us for nothing.so end up having so many workshops and programmes for us!practicum is bad enough la.why cant they just give us a break.hiyo!im thinking of ways to escape.i hope they dont make me do make up sessions lo.this totally ruined my weekend.damn!8:55 PM
Saturday, April 05, 2008
with stevens friends, jerene and grace.i hope i get the name right.i think i am falling in love with dragonfly.haha. ok. sorry to sound so old.:Pi had fun last night! was with steven and friends, ah bang and kel.i didnt learn my lesson.drunk yesterday. and still could recall that i broke down, crying real hard.haha.i dont know why la. i think everyone was pissed drunk yesterday.oops! 
steven! please look at the camera. 
jermaine and me.
with grace.
was my les partner for the night.
alright! dont ask!
i wanted to bite his hand.
haha.
altogether.
grace was the photographer.
haha. 
grace was happy.
haha. 
oh! my face!
good hor, ah bang!
ok! you finally looked at the camera.
as usual,
it was crazy.
tata!
go to my mutiply to get the photos alright!
http://stellatetty86.multiply.com/9:09 PM
Thursday, April 03, 2008
people said im still young. yes, true. but i really yearn for stability, seriously. i want a shoulder to lean on. 9:51 PM
yah!i just thought that if you intend to plan for your future, like what your mum had said.probably you should think twice when you make your move. there could be too much uncertainties await you.i hope you read this la. wanted to tell you, i thought it would be better to put here.at least its not so heavy-hearted.9:48 PM
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
taking some time off marking. im bloody tired now.major headache.couldnt sleep the whole bloody night.argh!i just want to roar!is there any kind soul out there to let me roar at?damn!11:29 AM