.stella.

Friday, October 27, 2006

again.
photo-whoring.

1:35 AM

at batam.
photo-whoring.
me and my sis.

1:27 AM

Thursday, October 26, 2006

these pictures were taken last week.
haha.
i am maria-wannabe.
anyone want to employ me?
$50/hr.

10:11 PM

i went to batam last last sunday to celebrate my grandma's birthday. :) this is my cute ah ma with her birthday cake.

9:43 PM

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

i am such a cry baby. i cannot stand this myself sometimes. it just takes too much effort to recover after crying.

i cry when i am upset. i cry when i am angry. and i cry when i am touched.

basically, i am a cry baby as i mentioned.

i just want a shoulder to cry on.

simple isn't it?

6:37 PM

Friday, October 20, 2006

i met up with anqi and guan da today.

anqi wanted to borrow my retro dresses so she said she want to drop by, so i went to JP to meet her. guan da tagged along. haha. anyway his camp was just nearby so he met up with us too.

i think going to billy bomber was definitely a very very wrong choice! the food simply sucks! i regretted going. the food were not THAT bad at heeren and bugis. JP's branch was horrible. i share their chicken and jumbo sausage with anqi. guess what, their once delicious potato salad really tasted like shit! yucks! and their coleslaw, totally sour! it was not because of the salad dressing that made it taste sour but it was spoilt kind of sour. can you imagine that? (hopefully my description is not that bad.)

though food sucks to the core, i still enjoyed myself earlier on. anqi is forever funny. i miss the good old times in 03a7b and i miss my ASH. SERIOUSLY.

1:37 AM

i am tired. i mean physically. somehow i just cannot fall asleep. though you gave me assurance times and times again, i still feel insecure.

am i thinking way too much?
hmm... i seriously do not know.

sorry that i sounded like that on the phone. maybe it is just her that i am not comfortable with. forgive me for being selfish. i mean who is not selfish in this aspect?

sometimes i hate myself for not being able to accompany you to certain places. but what can i do? nothing much i guess.

right now i am feeling damn bad.
*waiting for your call.

1:22 AM

Sunday, October 15, 2006

ice-cream at haagen daaz

the deco on the ice-cream

sinful ice-cream session with kelvin.

1:35 AM

ryan was happily singing.

jason's turn.

me.ryan.jason

met the guys today for klunch at marina square. i had hell lots of fun! thanx guys. but sorry for being late... ok? another klunching session again soon ya!
take care guys!

1:27 AM

who am i?

i am stella. somehow or rather, i do not like to be compared to another person, because i do not want to live in somebody's shadow. i am one unique individual. i guess no one loves that too. all i want to do is to make people around me happy especially you. it does upset me when i know that you are not feeling good. though i said i want to affect the people around me with my cheery nature, i do get affected by the people around me too.

'when you are down, i will be down too. same for when you are happy, i will be happy too. '

i need time to navigate my ways through.

1:04 AM

Saturday, October 14, 2006

i am a happy girl.

1:08 AM

haiz.
i am so blur!
forgot my photobucket's password. i thought i remembered the other time. getting old i guess.

hmm.
sometimes i feel rather useless. am i wasting O2? i am wondering. i felt this way because, my dearie girl got into some unhappy incident, but i cannot help her at all. it sets me thinking whether i am considered her bestie at all.

can somebody tell me what can i do to help at all?

where is my angel?

12:45 AM

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

uh oh! there is failure in class for ICT. sianz diao.

12:54 PM

Monday, October 09, 2006

went marina south yesterday night after eating at my auntie's place. must be wondering why i went marina south, went there to 提灯笼. i cannot remember when was the last time i actually did that. if i am not wrong, it should be during my primary school times. it is nice to do childish things at times, because we tend to take for granted the things now, and forget how small little things once amused us so much. by doing these small little things i guess will somehow remind me about the times i once had as a child and also remind me not to take things for granted.

i miss childhood, not say that i got a lot of childhood memories, but still there are still memories.

i had lots of fun last night.

thank you.

hope that you feel the same too.

6:31 PM

Sunday, October 08, 2006

The events of September 11 left an indelible mark on most Americans, and certainly on those in the New York City area. Yet as fresh as the images seem, it’s easy to forget the actual grit, sacrifice, and uncertainty of that day. Director Oliver Stone captures the essence of 9/11 by focusing on the true story of two Port Authority Police Department officers who were trapped beneath the wreckage of the fallen World Trade Center. Veteran officer Sergeant John McLoughlin (Nicholas Cage) and his team, including rookie Will Jimeno (Michael Pena) are gathering equipment to enter the burning Twin Towers when the concourse comes crashing down around them. Twenty feet below the surface, pinned by debris and unable to reach anyone by radio, the officers must rely on their own will--and on each other--to survive. Above ground, their families watch the towers fall, uncertain whether or not McLoughlin and Jimeno are there, since they are normally assigned to the Port Authority Bus Terminal. Like so many that day, Donna McLoughlin (Maria Bello) and Allison Jimeno (Maggie Gyllenhaal) wait for news at home surrounded by their families, fearing the worst and praying for the best. Stone’s film depicts the horror and heartbreak of the victims, survivors, and their families with an understated, subtle touch. From the ash and dust covering everyone and everything to the dazed expressions of the workers leaving the towers to the steaming twisted metal remains of the World Trade Center, attention to detail is exceedingly realistic. Rather than being political or sensationalistic, this is a film about everyday heroes--men and women doing their best in the face of an unspeakable event. It may be just one story of many from September 11, but it represents the efforts, emotions, and reactions of so many on that fateful day.

Stars: 2 and a half.

anyway watched WWC today. it was a passable show, alittle disappointing. probably because i went in with a very high expectation. the whole show only revolved the two policemen and their family. i was expecting to see how brave they were and how they saved the people who were trapped in the building. too bad, nothing of this sort. i thought that the climax was too sudden, because for a moment the policemen were going up WWC wanting to save the people. the very next moment was the building collapsed and they were trapped. the whole movie was abit too rush and the mood was not there.

however, the amazing thing about the movie was how the movie maker actually made the scene of WWC 5 yrs ago came alive. the whole setting was so real. this is the only commentable part in the whole movie. haiz.

12:43 AM