just to backdate abit. haha.
i was rather busy with kel's buddy's wedding 2 weeks ago. the two of us were so stressed over the bridal car. we wanted to get my cousin to help out with that, but we weren't confident. in the end, we went to find a florist to do it. save time and save money. haha. on the whole, it was a stressful process, but the wedding went very smoothly. i guess it was all worthwhile afterall.
my advice to friends, please get the package from the professional bridal shop, because it really will save a lot of efforts and time! (:
anyway, i do have the urge to settle down though. haha. isn't it good to grow old with another person? (:
my sister's turn.
took a picture first before eating. oops.
see my cute daddy blowing the candles on his cake. (:
yum yum.
totally satisfied. haha.
we will be sellling hand-made accessories including bag charms, necklaces. we are intending to get clothes too. please check it out. haha. we made a few items already.
anyone who is interested can text me or email me personally. i can always customized one for one.
thanks! muacks.
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my eye bags are gone i think, if not then it is getting better. the results were caused by not sleeping for one whole day and having to wake up at seven for a test. this was totally shitty. i felt like tearing up the person into pieces who gave me all these shit.
sorry ar! i know it is not very nice to do this. oops. i am just angry. haha.
anyway, this is a bitchy post. haha. :p
off.
why must things turn out to be this way?
i do want to put my 100% trust in you, you know.
and you know that you can have my 100% trust.
you meant good initially. but you didnt know how much pain that is.
i am a female afterall. and i am not that stupid. i will check things out. this never crossed your mind before?
though this thing we are going through is not long, we still share so much. so much.
you know what came across my mind when i saw that? i remembered so vividly what you said. you said you want to try your best to make me the happiest person. this is why i am so upset.
i wanted so much to give you 100% of my trust. but now, you probably got to earn it yourself.
one incident can do so much to 2 individuals on earth.
one can be so happy over it.
and whereas the other person is almost torn up apart.
i want a bright sunny day!
i am just wondering what you would do, if one day i do not want to pick up your calls for one whole day.
would you call up my place and ask my family about my whereabouts?
would you rush down to my place to look for me?
or...
what would you do?
i am also wondering what you would do, if one day i decided to walk away from you.
would you call me up right away to find out the reason for walking away?
would you just keep your cool and pretend that nothing happened?
what would you do?
of course, i would like to see a worried you. (:
some random posts again. sometimes i get too emotional in certain weeks of the month. and feeling insecure is especially common. sighs.