Saturday, February 11, 2006
i'm no longer a schoolgirl...
working young adult's life simply sucks! i really hate it... y is it newcomer always get bullied? y? i want to leave tt school!!! i want to go NIE NOW NOW NOW!!!
a newcomer really got no say... no position in school... y is it so? i'm also a teacher... doing full load as wat other teachers are doing... i was told that contract teachers actually need to do only 3/4 of the full work load... and y is my timetable so packed? i only got at most 1 hr of break one day... wed is the worst manz... i only got a miserable half an hr break!!!
and we contract teachers are picking up all those shit that those so-called permanent teachers dun want to do... wth!!! i simply felt injustified!!!
i'm truly angry today... i purposely went school every sat to work as 'doorgal'... help the guzheng pupils to open their classroom... stay back 'til the guzheng pupils go back... and i got NO recognition...
i guess one day i'll just pretend to b sick then they will know my importance...
2day the guzheng ensemble was celebrating their lst anniversary... i'm one of their teacher ic too... but i dun feel belonged to this cca AT ALL... that is so bloody pathetic! i felt more like a school attendant instead... help them remove the drinks' packages... come on! if the pupils want to drink... they can do it THEMSELVES! is there a need to spoonfeed them 'til litdat??? how difficult can it be to remove the drnks' packages? did anyone offer me drink aft that? the answer is of course... NOBODY!!!
not as if i did not do the preparation for this whole event... i did the invitation... designed til late late at night... and no one knows... poeple juz thought it's the other bloody old teacher did everything...
i am seriously... truly disappointed in every single one in school...
