Friday, June 30, 2006
going to sch is now like a chore for me... i seriously hate going to sch!
SCH SUCKz BIG TIME!actually i dun haf to teach aft sch reopens... but who noes... the teacher who is taking over me went for UPL (unpaid leave)... now i gotta take over her 'til my last day which is 25th july! (i still gonna teach for
ONE MORE MONTH!)
i dun really understand y i'm always the 'sway' one... it has been like tt since i joined teaching and as compared to other contract teachers...
arrrggghhhh!firstly... i was given aftnoon session when i actually asked for morning session... my fren got morning session when she didn't ask for it at all! wth!
then... my VP went to observe my lesson and he didn't observe the other contract teachers' lessons!
aft tt... it was the backstabbing incident! i think nobody got anything worse than this lohz...
then came... the signing of termination of contract form... i nearly got terminated becuz of the above... thanx to tt teacher!
and... i got my confirmation so much later as compared to others...
due to the late confirmation... i oso got my NIE admission letter so so so much later... u'll nvr noe wat's the feeling like when u step into the GO, ask the clerk if she got ur letter and her reply is a 'no'... and u see all ur peers got their letters already... u jux feel like crying non-stop seriously...
furthermore... i was given a horrible P2 class with a difficult boy who oso got difficult parents... alot of teachers were asking y i'm given lower pri classes when i'm inexperienced and untrained... hmm... god noes manz!
and now my peers go sch do relief for other teachers... i'm doing the same thing too... but i'm still working like mad... teach full force... everything is full force... the others can jux slack in class if they got relief...
it's like i'm the only one working at this period of time and i'm still getting the same pay like my peers... every morning i wake up feeling really lousy and unwanted... i dun like this kind of feeling... and when i reach sch everyday... i feel so fake! cuz i'm not happy at all... and i still try to put on a fake smile... haiz...
now i really hate gg to sch... and life is simply difficult now!
