Friday, October 20, 2006
i am tired. i mean physically. somehow i just cannot fall asleep. though you gave me assurance times and times again, i still feel
insecure.
am i thinking way too much?
hmm... i seriously do not know.
sorry that i sounded like that on the phone. maybe it is just
her that i am not comfortable with. forgive me for being selfish. i mean who is not selfish in this aspect?
sometimes i hate myself for not being able to accompany you to certain places. but what can i do? nothing much i guess.
right now i am feeling damn bad.
*waiting for your call.
