Monday, April 02, 2007
i just realised how vulnerable a friendship can be sometimes. you might be talking to the person at this very moment, and lost this so-called friend of yours the very next day.
now i wonder the definition of 'friends'. according to the dictionary, it says, "a person one knows and likes." yah right! it is not that simple, people. i feel a friend must be someone whom you trust also and you are willing to share things with. and of course, he or she can tell you about your faults without having to hesitate. am i right to say these? my girls will know this. haha.
anyway, i felt upset about what had happened recently, to think, i felt that its no longer worth it.
yah, i was wrong but i dont think theres a need for this to happen. you can say that i was wrong, please think carefully.
since when you ever feel that project discussions are useful?
answer: never.
i worked with you and i know. you always think that you are the greatest, full of ideas, and comments. and other people are worse off. am i right to say so? this isnt the first project you felt so, the many ones we did together too.
looks like you got a problem there yourself.
i guess you need to look at how you are going to manage your own emotions.
to be frank, what you told me, just made me upset for awhile. it is not going to affect me. to be frank, please go ahead to look for other project mates. i dont want to be unhappy. yes, selfish me. and to be frank, i dont want to work with you not anymore.
this is me. take it or leave it. i am not going to change for anyone. if i suffer, i will bear the consequences.
