Tuesday, April 24, 2007
i still got 3 more papers to go. (: i can't wait for 2nd may to come.
i don't know if i am feeling any better. yes, this half of me says:"yes, i am fine and happy as usual." but the other half of me just contradicts. i may look and talk like usual but i keep having this thought in me which i can't really stand it. argh!
"what do you want?"
i have been asking this question many many times. of course, you would give me the same answer if i were to ask you again. am i right?
yes, it was uncertain at first. however, i am or rather i was confident abt things, nah, i doubt so now. that night, i was thinking to myself, i have done so much, is it still insufficient? what i have done so far, somehow have gone to waste.
i wanted to care lesser, but i simply can't.
let me know that it is going to be serious because it takes two hands to clap.
